struggles of being a diabetic

went to the dr. for bumbs on my eyes ,the dr, ran test and they came back that my sugar was high and wanted to to blood work ,went back for my results then found out i was diabetic it was the worst day of my life went from never hardly being sick to being a diabetic brought tears to my eyes and i struggle everyday , still have problems control my sugar i try n change my eating habits sometimes only eat twice a day ,drink nothing but water,the only problem i have is exercise my dr, tells me all the time to exercise but i don't feel the energy to do that ,in which if i did maybe i would have more energy to do more things..i don't sleep good threw the night ,and i am also very emotional angry ,crying ,yelling, just don't like to be around others ...i take 30 units of insulin a day and also the pills twice a day ,my eye site has went from good to bad ..and the bad thing is my dr. never explained nothing to me about this disease i learned everythng on my own and my friends, i read more and find things out on my own ..hope one day there will be a cure for this disease...

sharon diaz
kankakee, IL