Survival of the fittest.

From the age of 12 I had scoliosis, Had a spinal fusion. I had a mother who was an addict. I had no chance. She did not make me go to school. I made it to the 8th grade. I later had my own demons with the help of her demons. I then was in a car accident in 1982 that killed two men in the front seat of the car I was in the back seat we hit a tree it was raining out. He was in the Navy he had been drinking back then no seat belts were required. I broke so many bones I was left in a wheel chair because of the impact. I was told never going to walk again. I am walking now. However, my left side has siatic nerve damage three last toes are paralized. I always have pain and trouble. The gent in the jump seat was my babies father, he died that day. My mother just happen to be babysitting that night or my daughter would have been in the car. I then was raped repeatadly during all this time at least ten times by different people. I attracted the wrong men. I got help I put my daughter up for adoption so she would have a better life. I had a son before her he lived with his grand parents who died. I then had many unbelievable things happen to me that Is too long for this. I drove a semi, a guy I rode with rolled the truck. I hurt my body once again. I slipped in fell in a truck stop have a right ankle fusion, I have two auto immune diseases now cancer, going for a pet scan tomorrow. I cant take much more. Both breast removed then I broke my pinky not set right its bent in half. I got asthma during this time. I am on disability now went back to college because I do not want disability. NOW I am faced with a pet scan to see if the cancer spread tomorrow.

Anonymous
Los Angeles, CA