strong and hopeful

I have tried and tried over the past couple of years. I am a beast cancer survivor 4 times, however I'm battling the AWEFUL pain of hearing again that " you have a mass on the left side of breast". Which is frustrating because I was doing everything I needed to, & just got done with my last treatment not to long ago. So I sit here with disgusted and anger on why? Who is challenging me? It's like they say, God don't give us more then we can handle. That statement made me mad because my thought was how much more do I have to show I'm strong. But no matter what with family and friends I get the support to get through this yet again. Because quitting isn't a option.

Anonymous
waukesha, WI