It was black Friday when I went for my mammogram ( Friday the 13th) I was busy getting Christmas present , I went and it hurt me and the lady said I can see something there you will be recalled I didn't think that much of it so I put it to the back of my mind carried on getting ready for Christmas and it was following Friday when I got the call I went had 7 photos done and a scan and when they said I had to have a biopsy done it hit me had to wait a week which was the 23rd of December , the doctor said you have breast cancer I just looked at my husband and said shall we go shopping I didn't cry . My cancer nurse clarie said come with me so we went to another room and she explained things the treatment and my operation which was the 21st jan 2014 , I will have 2 have radio and chemo I am really scared my husband lee doesn't think that much of it hes words were well its not that bad not that bad I said I wanted to kill him why do men not understand . I want to cry but cant I want to shout and scream but what is the point . I no that I have to have one breast removed and my lymph glands I will let you no how I get on

Anonymous
portsmouth, United Kingdom