my story

I posted some of my story on this site.This time I wrote it ALL down.Like I said I had breast cancer in my left breast.One day my breast itched really bad,and I felt a lump.My mom finally got me to go to the doctor about 3 months after I noticed it.I just knew it was something bad.I was put in remission in 2009 after a lumpectomy and 4 chemo treatments(arithromiacin and tomoxifan).This year in March I was diagnosed again and had a massectomy on my left breast.They did a PETSCAN to see if my cancer spread,it did.To my neck,hips,chest cavity,and liver.They told me if my body doesn't respond to chemo I have about 6 months to live,if it does I could have up to 3 years to live.I asked my doctor if I was going to die,he told me point blank,"yes you will eventually die from this." I am so scared.I have 4 boys:Jace 13,Cayden 11,Kobi 8,and Taber 7.I havn't told them yet.I don't even know what I am gonna say.I am trying to have a positive mind,but its VERY real this time,it seems.Good luck to all and God Bless!!!

kelli rogers
lexington, MO