Love you mama but not ready to join you yet.

My beautiful full of life mother was diagnosed BC at age 45, she lost her battle on the 12th October at age 49 :( I was sixteen and needed her so very much,my heart was truly broken. I was diagnosed with BC at age 45 on the 12th October.(history repeat,I'll be seeing you in 4yrs mum) I had grade 3ductal cancer, was given a mastectomy an ld flap reconstruction and then came my battle with the horrendous chemotherapy.Everything I went through I thought of my poor mum losing her fight. I am now 49 and 4weeks ago found a lump on my collar bone,Eeek! A quick scan showed it was nothing but simple scar tissue. I'm now four years cancer free :) I'm going to be 50 in December and a big party is booked and being planned, I believe in myself, I know I have beat it. I'm happy,I have 5 wonderful loving kids and 10 grandkids to keep me on my toes. I love you mama and I miss you everyday but I'll see you in a few years xxxxx

lynda jackson
Manchester, United Kingdom