Three years ago I was told I had stage 2 breast cancer an three years later i am still fighting. I wish no one would ever have to go threw any of this ugly ugly world of cancer there is nothing pretty about cancer. I have had the worse experence with everything from surgery to doctors to nurses to family. My life will never ever be the same ever an as possitive as i like to be the worst always happens i wish there were happy ending to everything. When all this came about i was told that what could go wrong has gone wrong the surgery went wrong infection set in my first chemo i was there 12hrs an never got it cause the nurse broke my port had to get a new port with new infection. That surgery was not good i woke up on the table five times. Nightmare i have looked for sights on the web because i just didnt want to beleive i was the only one this has happen to an yet i sit here alone. I feel like everyone has given up on me an has gone on with there lives an im alone. I hate being so alone an yet everyday i cry an everyday i look for the good where is the good i have found friends and family are not there maybe in the begining but not in the end. Fact I have turned to God ive been reading the bible an i am now hopeing to find the reason why i have been chossen to go threw this. I need answers bad. Im sorry for every one who has this an is going threw this or who has lost loved ones to this i wish i was a bigger help.

Kristey
Chicago, IL