its not easy

I was told I had breast cancer in january 2010 I was one of those people who said it would never happen to me but little did I know it runs through my family so I had a partuial done and they took 3 lipnoeds and one of them have cancer.I did 3 session of chemo and I have 6 weeks of radation and I take tamxenfin for 5 yrs. Well I lost my job befor my treatment. Was finshed I haven't had treatment for 4 months now because I lost my insurance now u would think that it wouldn't be so hard for people like me but it is so I just go day by day hopeing that something will come through cause I am a 30% it will come back but I know god has a plan for me I turn everything over 2 him cause he knows be for us what's going to happen I just wish they had were it would be easier for people who lost there job and insurance but they said I can't get uneployment because of my ill ness,I got deined for medicade cause I didn't have kids or were pergnant ,every place I go 2 its just one excuse after another and on top of everything else u have to worry about how to pay ur bills so u tell me what's more important seeking treatmaent or trying to find a job so u won't be homeless.

charlotte kelley
houston, TX