I Knew Before It Was Ever Confirmed

July 2014. After skipping my annual mammogram for almost 2 years, I knew it was breast cancer from the time the first result came back abnormal (even though I hadn't felt any lumps). Breast cancer runs in my family so I was not surprised, after additional mammograms, ultra sounds, and a needle biopsy, when I was told I had Stage 1 Invasive Ductal and Lobular Cancer (hormone positive, HER2 negative) in my right breast.

Sept. 2014. I opted for a double mastectomy with free flap reconstruction. (I had to travel to a hospital over an hour away as no surgeons in my area perform this type of reconstruction). On the day of my discharge from the hospital I was informed that the one 12mm tumor I was believed to have had was actually five tumors (the largest being 18mm) plus 2 cancerous sentinel lymph nodes (one of which the cancer had broken through to the outside) (all on the left side). Upgraded to Stage 2.

Nov. 2014. After 2nd opinions at another hospital and many discussions of my case at both hospitals (individually), I will finally be starting chemo within the next 2 weeks (at the original hospital I had my surgery performed at). Approximately 5-6 months of chemo will be followed by intense radiation. Tomorrow my daughter and I go shopping for head scarves (I have chosen not to wear a wig) as I will not have any hair for the holidays. I will be choosing bold, bright colors and patterns that inspire and motivate. Phase 2 of my treatment is just beginning, but I WILL WIN!

I have been blessed with family and friends who have come forward to support me, provide me with strength, embrace me with love, and never let me forget that I am not alone. There is no better team than that!

Lynn Guiles
Wyomissing, PA