In January 2002, I found a lump in my left breast which didn't feel quite right during my monthly breast self-exam. I fretted about it for a short time, then made an appointment with my family doctor. She said it felt "palpable" and referred me to a surgeon. I met with this doctor in March 2002 who determined that I should have a biopsy.
The doctor said that he had "good news" for me; the lump was benign. I was excited, for about a week. But I was very uneasy and continued with my monthly exams. After 6 months, I asked for additional testing. He told me that it was unnecessary, but "if you insist", he said he would do. I replied "I insist!" Thank God I pressed. I was scheduled for a biopsy using ultrasound. Even I could see something wrong on the ultrasound. The tech's attitude shifted, and I knew. When the doctor's office called and asked that I come in that same day…. All I needed to know was when the surgery would be done.
I had surgery in October 2002. It was stage 3 which had spread into my lymph nodes. 3 weeks later, chemotherapy. I had eight rounds, once every three weeks of some potent chemo drugs; this was completed in May 2003. I lost ALL of my hair and the chemo left me totally wiped about for about a week each time. Next, 31 rounds of radiation therapy, which I postponed for a week. I went on a victory cruise to celebrate my healing!!!
I thank God for my healing. I celebrated 10 years cancer-free in October 2012 with a great pink party. I do all I can to encourage other ladies who have heard those dreaded words "you have cancer". I was blessed that I had excellent insurance and never had to be concerned about my treatments. I am survivor, and I believe that this gift was given to me to be used to the fullest. I am doing what I can to live my life and enjoy it all.
Indianapolis, IN
