couldn't believe my luck

I found a lump in my right breast in December 2011 when to drs they sent me for mammogram and scan got told nothing wrong by Bedford hospital three weeks later asked for a second opinion went to Cambridge hospital git told I had breast cancer it was a shock my partner of 24 years didn't even give me a cuddle or say anything now I have it again and I'm dreading it because I no I won't get any help or support from my partner or family some days I wish I was dead and free from pain

Anonymous
Bedfordshire, AL