Christmas gift

It all started with a self exam and turned out to be a 3cm tumor in my right breast. I took quick action and was diagnosed with IDC, Invasive ductal carcinoma right around Thanksgiving 2014. ER & PR Positive, HER negative. Before I knew it I was getting a double masectomy right before Christmas. During my surgery the surgeon stated that she was pretty sure she would find lymph node involvement. The day of surgery as the anesthesia was starting to work, I took both surgeons by the hand and started to pray as I was dosing off. Before I knew it I was awakened by the words "you led the entire team in prayer and your lymph nodes came back negative." Everything happened so fast that I had no time to feel sorry for myself. I had 4 rounds of chemo 3 weeks apart with Neulasta 24 hours after each chemo. I lost my hair and my breasts, but gained an incredible strength deep within me that I never knew existed. I am so very blessed to be surrounded with a supportive family and great friends that have constantly encouraged me and were there every step of the way. My sister graduated from nursing school just days before my surgery and was able to care for me along with my mom and daughter. My boyfriend of 3 years, bathed me, dressed me, cooked for me, carried me, drove me to my appointments and sees me as beautiful. I am continuously reminding myself how very blessed I am to have found my breast cancer at stage 2 A. I recall looking tirelessly on the internet for information about what was going to happen to me. Was I going to die? I wondered. I decided I was going to be a survivor!! I made a decision to put all my trust in God. I'm so very greatful for so much that I don't have time to feel bad. There is always hope! I will never stop counting my many blessings.

Christy Ryckman Lauriano
Newport News, VA