Agonizing Decisions

My breast cancer story began this past July. I went in for my mammogram as I faithfully do every year( yes, mammagrams do save lives!) and was suprised to get a "call-back". After a biopsy, I recieved my diagnosis of ductal carcinoma in-situ, grade 2. I was shocked to say the least!

The whirlwind of doctor's appointments began. I met with an oncologist who explained the course of treatment as she saw it : lumpectomy,radiation, and anti-estrogen drugs. I was thankful that the cancer was most likely contained, and could be removed, but I did not like the idea of radiation and anti-estrogen drugs which are both hard on the body . I then met with my surgeon and she introduced the idea of mastectomy because of my young age. I asked her if mastectomy meant no need for radiation or the anti-estrogen drugs and she said yes. Dr. Clark then gave me the single best advice I recieved through out this experience: what is best for you will come from your heart.

It was a terribly difficult decision but at least I had choices. The surgeon's office gave me a book about DCIS and the various treatment options with their corresponding chances of reoccurence. Bilateral matectomy would provide the lowest chance of further breast cancers. This is what I chose with complete agreement from my husband. I had my surgery September 4th. A sentinal lymph node biopsy confirmed the cancer had not spread but pathology upgraded the cancer to Stage 3. My reconstructive surgery was just done on December 4th and I am healing well. I have never questioned my treatment decision and I look forward to enjoying the rest of my life free from the worry of breast cancer.

Friends have asked me why more women don't choose mastectomy. It is a highly personal decision and every woman has to choose what is right for her. My hope is that research will shed some light on this epidemic of breast cancer and our daughters and granddaughters won't have to face these agonizing decisions.

Michelle Meyers
Puyallup, WA