My loving husband and I have faced many triles over the last 32 year, and each on brings us closer together and stronger in our love for each other. But we could not have prepaired for what was to come this time.
I never thought it could happen to me. But at age 50 a lump appeared. Since I have my mamogram faithfully each year, I was not worried. There was nothing there last year. But this year was different. So, on April 28, 2009 my life was forever changed. The diagnosis of Invasive Ductal Carcinoma rang loud and clear. .
I have been so blessed with a loving husband, and wonderful grown children who know how to circle the wangons when trouble strikes. They were all there through every chemo treatment and every side effect, through surgery, and each treatment of radiation, but most of all through the moments when I thought I couldn't contiue. They were there to hold me and tell me "It's just a cloud, it will pass" We made it through the roughest year of my life.
I believe we are so much more than the physical body we live in, but breast cancer attacks so much more. I lost my right breast, my hair, my stamina, and even my mind at times. When I thought I didn't have the strength to go on, I felt my God take my hand to get me through another day. It is only with his help and the love and support of my family and friends that I found strength I never knew I had. I may not be back to "normal", but I am here. And that's ok. So I cherish each day and reach out to each person who touches my life with hugs from Alice.
Youngsville, NC
