poem about the feelings your going through in the mist of autism

watching you drown in the deep blue sea. your drowning as i watch deeper in the sea. i fight to save you but the forces of the waves wont let me. drowing hopelesly deeper in the blue sea. the waves take you in and far away from me. looking back at me. screaming how can the onley person that gave life to me. watch me take my last breat.h but you watch me slowly drowing in the deep blue sea. but i know that you will always love me mommy. dillons weary eyes spoke to me.
this is about a mother that is trying to help her autistic child with day to day life and finds her self creating her owen world of liveing in her child autism. she would just fight all day and night to help him. she got 10 books just on the subject to read. i think she was reading to find a cure or something to help him despertly she ended up in theray due too oever obbsesion with the subject autism and it got to be un healthy for her and her familey realizing that she needed help was one thing. so she seeked something greater then autism she actuelly was able to transform her mind and body and soul into his mind of thoughts. it was amazing to find the talent and the answers where right in side of her the whole time. she thanks god and wouldent change a thing if she could. claims that she found her self threw her sons autism.

natalie
westmifflin, PA